I’ve lost a lot of people in my life. My grandma to cancer, my mother’s parents to emotional abuse that I wouldn’t continue to endure, my sister to an addict, and countless amounts of friends for a portfolio of reasons.
I often feel lost and alone, scared of the thoughts I know will surface. I’m working towards being better, but a weekly half-hour session just doesn’t seem to be cutting it.
Though I’m normally a great swimmer, I’m drowning in sadness, depression and anxiety. I’m well on the road to losing it all. Those around me, my sense of sanity, everything.
I hate to throw a Grey’s reference here, but it’s unbelievably relevant to what I think I need to do.
This might be it for my social media footprint. It’s time to disappear.